House Keeping!

Woah! this place is definately looking dusty alright... haha pardon me for not cleaning up the mess here.. haha well been really very very very busy all these while... so many things happening, changes all around... okay okay lets just head on down to the main point... I am officially attached to Jasmine Lim Shu Fen! woah!! alright man she's like the best... seriously she fits the bill perfectly and like woah.... totally sweeps me off my feet... Hurricane Inc!!!! haha... well this is definately THE ONE... i've made up my mind man... shes the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with man... haha working to a common aim! lots of hard work but thats not to gonna pull me down alright... haha DARLING I LOVE YOU!

And YES WATER BAPTISM is coming! this saturday!!! woah!!! excited!!!! i simply just cant wait its just like 2 days more man... oh wow praise the lord!! halleujah! ooooo i cant wait... all the excitement in me... my oh my... never felt this excited before... the feeling is like even better then opening your 1st birthday or christmas present man... i'm like totally blown away by the feeling itself.... and also ASIA CONFERENCE! wow wow wow wow! so many good things happening all @ one go? this is definately tooo good to be true! amazing! halleujah! this is definately going to be a great time of blessings :) surely!

I'm so definately going to love this, life is definately wonderful! I love my Lord, and also I love my darling!

Exhaustion!

Exhausted! Exhausted! Exhausted! haha my thighs are feeling rather suan now... but its all good I feel great after cycling from home to east coast and back :) yeah and guess what... Jasmine completed it the entire journey! amazing... lol I think its an achievement for her.. hmm... I think she should have shed the kilos ba... lawl... evilness haha. too bad now I have to rest fer awhile let my legs have a proper rest or else I'll be in deep trouble... haha. Oh wells I guess on the whole everything went well... no mishaps or what-so-eva other then a couple or near heart attacks, Thank God for that... I don't wanna die young okay... lawl sum it all up yesterday was a fantastic day! 

Breaking the boundaries of self deception

hmm... seems like I'm still coping well but I definately have to start opening up to more people, I mean hey brother edmund is right... I can't go on like this forever or else, I'll forever be stuck in this pot hole... Who knows I might feel better after I talk about it? I guess we'll all know soon enough.

God made man and woman for a reason and he also made them dependable on each other. Just as much as God has filled the void, I know that deep within me I'm missing something... feel incomplete... pain... no matter how much I try to deny and deceive myself, I know I too need my special someone...

-mich

Unexpected returns of the past.

The past has come back to haunt me... I have no idea why the past returns, I should have already moved on... the mistakes I've made, the unhappy memories... it is all coming back, slowly intensifying the torment.

Joyful Joyful

I believe there are many wonderful things that are going to happen around me, as some have already happened... things been good so far in my relationship with dad, we've been talking once again and it seems all good:) Praise the Lord! I believe more breakthrus will come!! just need to pray and fast :) 

"a feeling warmness but yet so cold"

-mich

Words of encouragement that suddenly just came...

Casting aside all worldly issues and focusing my heart,mind and soul on God for it is written "Seek 1st the kingdom of God and everything else shall be added on to you." The mindset that we have determines the person that we will be. The Faithless will crumble and fall even at the slightest obstacle, the Faithful will stand strong even when faced with the toughest obstacle. Even when we are faithless, God is still faithful! and while God is still faithful how can we, his children be faithless? When God believes in US who are WE to doubt him? All glory and thanks to the LORD OUR GOD, for without him we are nothing but just empty shells.

you might wonder why I suddenly penned this down, believe me my brothers and sisters when I say I do not know why but suddenly while showering this thought just came to me and I felt the urge to just pen this in my blog. It prolly could well just be for me or anyone else and I Thank the Lord for filling my mind with such wonderful words of encouragement.

A decision made.

Its been a week since I came back and I've seen significant changes happening to me within just 1 week and now I've finally made the ultimate decision that is I will no longer play dumb anymore, I must rise up. It is time I finally buckle down, yes I am afraid of failing and rejection but so what I will no longer run but instead stand up and face it. I must be who GOD has created not what I am, I cannot run forever so now I've made my decision to rise up and be serious. It will not be easy but I will press on, I'm scared but I will be courageous. With that enough has been said, I am no longer what I am but what GOD has created. I must and will let GOD run my life, what he says I will do. I must do great things for HIM and glorify HIM in all that I do.


-mich